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JUNE 2007;

11th-24th; Term-break

12th-15th; Thailand

30th; ACS Barker Carnival - For details on this event, please contact me. To buy, please contact either me, Leo, or Dharham

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Na's out of town. ): But she's coming back tomorrow! I just got home. Spent my day at town & at Ta's. Heh. Had lunch at the Royal Plaza Hotel, Carousel. Damn, the food there's awesome. (: I had so much pineapple! :D After lunch went to meet up with Nison for awhile before heading up to Kino to do some research for my art. Went to look for my mom after. She got me this shirt from Alain Figeret, it's sooo nice. But they're gonna alter it a little for me. It's waaay too big for me.

So after that, i got so bored, i decided to head down to Pull & Bear to take a look at their stuff. I got a top there! The sale's awesome, reasonable & it's those items that i want! Yay. Oh, i bumped into Desmond there. That ass, haha, he's so annoying i swear. But it's good, finally seeing him after like, forever. So we walked around, looked at clothes, slacked somewhere. Then he had to go off for some concert, so i went to look around for clothes! (: I did so much shopping today, but i'm still not contented.

I'm going shopping again tomorrow. I gotta get something for my mommy. Her birthday's coming up next tuesday. Stressed, i have no damn clue what to get her. & plus, i gotta get more stuff for myself. I bet i wouldnt have a chance to shop for the next like, god knows how long.

Meeting Desmond tomorrow, like at 10ish, to go shop. :D Then maybe after i'll head down to Ta's place again to play badminton. Haha.

Bumped into Dawn & Yan at Paragon when i was having coffee with my mom at Starbucks. After that we went to get biscuits at Marks & Spencer. AHHH, JAM SANDWICHES ARE THE BEST! ((((: Then we headed to GAP, bought like a pair of shorts & some tops there. & then we went Tangs to get some stuff at Stila.

After shopping headed to Ta's place. Chilled a little, walked over to Tiong Bahru Market to get some stuff to eat, & then walked back to her place to talk & chill. I'm going back there tomorrow. (:

Can't wait till Na's back! :D I'm like watching the Live Earth Concert.

NIGHTS.

we wont go breaking down;
10:37 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

NA! We exercised a lot today yo! Okay, you ran more than me but EY! I went gym! (:

I'm damn tired & lazy, i wanna SLEEEEEEP.

Nights.

we wont go breaking down;
8:39 AM

Monday, July 02, 2007

I just had such a nice long weekend, & i've been spending it over at Na's. Like on Friday, stayed over at her place, till Saturday morning, & went back over for dinner. AND then yesterday, went over again to Serangoon Gardens for Ice Cream. I've never had so much Thai Iced Tea in a week. But it's good stuff yo. (:

Omgah, i'm so god damned friggin' condemned! Yes, i'm going all psycho over the whole compatible nonsense. Okay, i think it's mainly due to how bored i actually am at home. But RYAN! NA! NISON! NICHOLAS! ASS, only TWO god damned friggin' horoscopes that i am "compatible" with. AND ALL OF YOU PEOPLE have at least THREE compatible horoscopes. What the hell is this. SIGH.

I CANT SLEEP. My bodyclock's so badly screwed up. Plus, i'm so stressed out worrying about my Art, which i have to complete soon. ): It's almost 1AM & i'm still wide awake, nice.

Anyway, i was just thinking. It's been awhile since i hung out with the clique. Like, Braden, JT, Gab, Raph. I kinda miss the company. I remembered the times where we'd just throw hardcore house parties at Raph's penthouse, tan under the moonlight like a bunch of idiots. & of course the unforgettable long walk back from town to Raph's place, carrying a Huge Vodka bottle each & then just sitting by the poolside, drinking, chilling, talking. Sigh.

OH YEAH, RAPHAEL BRUNNER. I know we haven't really been talking a lot these days because of some misunderstanding between us. You're leaving for Aussie in two weeks right? Haha, you'll always be the Swiss dude who taught me how to speak Swiss. Raphael Brunner, ich vilth dih, ich wunsche lhnen das ganze beste. mih liebe dich (: & i'll always remember the first few words you taught me! Vogel, Hase, Ca, Hund, Katze, & blah blah blah. All the different animals remember? What a way to start off learning swiss ey? And not to forget, Auto, In & Aus. I can still remember okay? AND AND, remember that time when we were out together at the Hiltons having dinner! We just went on rambling in swiss, or more like, you rambling in swiss & me just replying "Ja" or "Nein". Thanks for everything, & i cant wait till youre back again. I'll miss the times we'd just sit by the poolside & joke about your dad! & i'll miss all the times we met for lunch & get stared at by everyone else in the office. & of course lunch at Boat Quay & Liquid Bar with beer. Haha, you improved my tolerance level. SO NOW YOU CANT LAUGH AT ASIANS OKAY. ESPECIALLY CHINKIES. PlLUS! YOUR CAT IS HUGE. It's a thing raph, that aint no cat yo. Well, thanks for everything. (: I'll miss you, & of course the rest of the clique. (:

Ah i better go get some sleep. Toodles.

we wont go breaking down;
9:46 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Omgah, it's the second day of the new school term & i'm already so stressed out. I'm so behind time on everything. My stupid art, which is due SOONISH. Plus the mass orgy of homework i've got to get done. I don't know how i'm gonna manage the next 4 months. It's only 4 months right? God dammit, it's friggin' 4 more months!

Haha, & i've been whining like a bitch to Nison. NISON, YOU ELF PRINCE YOU! :D YOU INDONESIAN HERB YOU. You punching bag, you're actually pretty useful. (: Haha, & Hafiz has been such a kind soul to listen to my extremely bad malay & for tolerating my bad mood swings. (:

I just did hell a lot of accounts, & im stoning damn badly now. Damn tired. Hardly managed to get enough sleep yesterday. Ah, i'm just in the mood to whine now.

I'll prolly give up on my social life. EY TA, i swear, youre not gonna get the Marche treat okay. Lin's gonna win this time, i swear i am. Lets alter the terms & conditions a little, like maybe, how about if i backed out? :D Seriously luh Ta, this stupid bet is damn tiring. ):

AND YO CLIQUE, this friday yo, lets all go for dinner together. Youth day. (:

we wont go breaking down;
3:17 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

ALY ALY ALY. I'm just so so so tempted to blog about that girl. I won't say names, but, what kinda name is that. She looks like crap too. Don't worry Aly, youre waay waaay hotter. Remember what Fausta Tan said about our clique? The Stewardess clique. ROCK ON. HAHA. And just to satisfy your request, this post is meant for youuu.

Thanks for everything today Aly. I really had to get everything off my chest. The gossiping was fun fun fun too! Sorry i couldnt meet you today. Mommy. ): We'll get your cheerleading stuff tomorrow if you can okay! And your stupid shoes. AHHH ALY! HOW HOW HOW. Damn, i can't wait till school reopens. Then i can vent every single thing on you, like how you always do. IT'S MY TURN NOOOW. I love you aly aly. (: Thanks for being there for me. You know i'm only a call away. Damn, we hardly meet other than school. We should go out more often, & STOP FRIGGIN' BEING SO CLUMSY. Stop tripping god dammit.

I'm having this heart-to-heart questionaire talk with Nicholas Ang now. Damn, i miss him. Friggin' come back to Singapore beeetch. Thanks for always being there for me too. At least we're helping each other although you're way over at Aussie. I'm sorry i couldn't always be there for you. I'm too lazy to type to you sometimes. Haha. Well, when youre back lets go Eski again okay? Damn, you know my biggest secret. ): You figured it out! Beetch. But thanks for "unconfusing" me. Although there's no such word but, you know.

I guess youre right, we know the answers to the questions, but we just need to be reminded. I miss the times we used to chill every week or at least once a month at Starbucks, and just spill all our problems and try our very best to help each other out. Nic, you'll always be one of my closest friends, although you're in Perth, i know you'll always be there. & i assure you, i'll always be here for you too. (:

I know you'll always be there to look out for me. & somehow, you always succeed in making me feel better, no matter how down i am. I really wish you were back here in Singapore. You have no idea how grateful i am to have you. (: See you soon nickaye!

we wont go breaking down;
6:38 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Just got back from Na's place. Had so much fun catching up with her. Got there around 5plus & had dinner & all there. Ahh, dinner was awesome. We had some curry dish & vege. It was damn good. AND! After dinner we went down for Thai Iced Tea. So good. Heh heh.

Plus plus! It was the first time today that i actually washed rice ALL BY MYSELF! Nope, Nana, you didnt help me at all okay! I did it by myself. Ahh, i'm so proud of myself. (: She even took pictures as proof! Hahah, she's so so cute & funny. Pitera Nana, "Oh Lin! Did you know your hands would feel so smooth & soft after you wash rice? Pitera Lin! That's what Mr.Tan said. Remember?" & i was like, "HUH?" Hahaha. I love you Na.

So we had a nice long chat. & we popped those party poppers things with gun powder & streamers in em. Ahh, so fun. & God mocked us with real bad bad love songs during our emo talk. Plus, Nat was so freaked out by all the weird people who were so fascinated & amused by his PSP. Poor kid. Nat's so funny though, he pisses his sister off damn badly.

We ended up sitting up at her balcony, with candles lit at the side & the lights switched off. So romantic yo. Fun fun. I paparazzi Uncle Baer. Haha. Ferns are good cover-ups. I bet he didn't even notice me.

I guess everything worked out pretty good. I managed to finally spill out all the feelings i have in me to someone.

NA! Don't worry alright. Lin's always gonna be here. (: Whatever happens, i'll be right behind you, MAKING SURE YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID LIKE, KILLING YOURSELF! :D Haha, drama yo. :D I know you'll see this & kill me right after. And yes, MAYBE i'll go for The Suns gig this saturday. The song's stuck in my head. God dammit. :D See you this tuesday!

we wont go breaking down;
9:44 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Sigh, my life's way too boring, it's like staying in Perth. Hardly been out with anyone since the holidays started. Until now i can't believe i excused myself from the River Island Runway. GET OVER IT LIN. Ah, i've got Aly to thank for looking after stuff here while i was gone. (: AND AND, Ta, Aly & Na for everything. (: Haha, i'm influencing y'all to singlehood yo.

Life's way too slow for me. I've been looking back into the past way too much. I missed the times where i used to hang out with friends, just, chill somewhere, talk, drink, make fun of each other's stupidity, blah blah blah. It's been awhile. I guess i've just been way too caught up mugging & trying my best to piece my life together.

LIONEL LIN, I'M LOOKING FOR YOU. The shoot that i was suppose to do for you, i could, but maybe sometime next week? And and, you promised you'd allow me to plan a shoot, bitch. You still owe me that shoot. :D

FINALLY IM BACK FROM THAILAND. Thank god i managed to catch the flight. Almost missed it, i was like the last passenger to board it. BAD BAD. Haha, Snowy's sitting next to me watching Animal Planet. She's so adorable. & i can't find my bluetooth adapter, so, no photos this time. ):

Anyway, the trip was interesting, managed to meet some pretty cool people. Stayed at the Oriental in Bangkok for 4 nights before taking a trip down to Chantabury, it's like a 3 hour drive from Bangkok. So so exhausted.

During my stay at the Oriental i was introduced to like 2 writers, the princess of Thailand, the general manager of Farrari & one of the designers of Bvlgari. Cool stuff. I also got to know the general manager of the hotel, the guest relations manager of the hotel, omgah, the GM's this european guy who's turning 81 next week & the guest relations manager's like, 86years old? & she walks in heels that i walk in. Thai people are amazing.

I spent most of the time studying in the hotel since my mom was out of the hotel on meetings. So, that's what you get for spending hell a lot of time in the hotel, you meet interesting people. OH OH, i met Gary Dourdan (: The guy who acts as Warrick in CSI Las Vegas. Omgah, he's stunning, i swear. He stayed in the suite next to me. We met while i was heading down to the lobby for tea. We ended up having breakfast, dinner & tea together a couple of times during my stay. If i'm not wrong he's leaving Bangkok sometime next week? Really nice guy. He was over with two of his friends, nice people too. (: Leion & Rafael or something. Haha, they're pretty crazy though.

The service there is soo good. They welcome you as though youre a princess. (: Like they'll give you a garland whenever you enter the hotel, & they remember your name plus the floor you stay at. Like, whenever i enter the lift, they'll say, " Hello Miss Phua, enjoy your evening." & they smile! & when i enter the lift, the button for the 11th floor's pushed for me. Oh & i had my first boat ride. I was so amused! The fruits there are amazing, i had so much Pineapple, it was like heaven.

Shopping there's pretty good too. Siam Paragon's HUGE. There's a friggin' aquarium in the mall. For the first time, i almost died shopping. The mall's WAY too huge. It's worst than those in Hong Kong. But the stuff there are ridiculously cheap. Like, the Dairy Queen ice cream's only 15Baht, that's like, to convert to singapore dollar, just divide by 22. HARDCORE. Food's excellent. Especially the Tom Yam. Yummy yummy.

Although it's just a 2 hour flight away, for some reason, the jet lag was pretty bad for me. I always get up at like 5am. I'm glad to be back. :D I miss my bed.

After Bangkok we headed to Chantabury. The PLACE to go for gems. There, i met the 3 of the 5 top gem distributors in the world. They supply Rubies, Sapphires, & Garnets to companies like Tiffany & Co., Bvlgari, & Cartier. & those companies mark-up the cost prices by like 3 or 4 times. Ridiculous.

I found it as a great window of opportunity to start something though. So i'm planning to launch a jewelry line together with my clothing line sometime next year since i've already done quite a bit of jewelry designs. Either that, or i'm gonna try to do some form of business which has to do with jewelry. Hopefully it launches though. I do need a huge capital to start out, so, more meetings, more people to persuade, more designing to do. Talking about designing, shit, i havent started on my Art project, obviously, the medium would be Fashion Design.

I'm so inspired by Jim Thompson. His line has everything ranging from kids toys & clothings to furniture. I want to do something like that, it's interesting. I got myself some of his stuff. Tops, bags, pouches, cases, a elephant toy. (: I named him "Chang". That's elephant in Thai. :D He's cute, i promise.

At Chantabury i passed my time shopping for Tinky's toys, his wardrobe & i got him a new strawberry hut. It's so cute, AND cheap. He got so excited when he saw his new toys. I missed him like hell, he's my boyfriend.

Ahh, it's 1156pm. Damn, i better go unpack or i'm not gonna have anything to wear on Monday. Back to my stupid busy schedule meeting up with mommy's clients, daddy's clients & my, hopefully, future investors for my line.

Oh P.S, On Dharham & Leo's behalf, on the 30th of this month, which is next Saturday, it'll be ACS Barker's carnival, any ticket enquiries, contact either me, Dharham or Leo aiight. I'll get dunked on that day so, i'm not exactly into anyone being there.

Nights. :D

we wont go breaking down;
7:23 AM